Dont Give Up

"Theres something about surrender, that a foolish heart can trust."

With so much to look forward to I wonder if there will ever a be some sweet release from the thing(s) I must deal with.
Does the strenght Come from within, or is there some external force that comes upon you when you are worthy of its liberation?

Why..

Immerse yourself in a different culture, travel.

Maybe I Should Write A Book

Things never really change, the fact being i take comfort in that saying my imply that it may not exactly be the truest of the lot but history does have a tendancy to repeat itself.
Many good things have happened to me in the past few months.
Everything has changed, ironically so, I've felt things I have never felt before.
Care free, light, open minded, but at the same time i frighten myself.
Reading my previous blogs I began to wonder, Am I Stil Like That.
My own writing techniques and topics impressed me.
Perhaps its my lack of english this semester, but who really know.
Pools of joy, waves of sorrow, sorry Beats I think you got it backwards, thisd life we life is an amazig, short, fantastic undescribable one, and none of us get out of it alive. Keep that in mind,vit could change you forever.

In my life I am looking forward to a few things:
Grad, which is not mine but the of my signifigant other, a little bit more then excited for that.
Big Band Dance (remeber to buy a dress)
MUNA, ah how my horizans are broadaning
and Spring Fling... YAY.. not.
ALSO moving out and traveling.

I beleive it will be a very self reassuring thing to write down all your accomplishements and praise yourself for them, never compare yourself and truly truly beilve in your self, love your self and know that you wil do GREAT THINGS.

Maybe I should write a book.

Taking Up Writing

"Touch the colours or the horizon. Caress the soft pink between red and orange. Graze the faded blue clouds with the tops of your hands. Cup the sunset in your palms and never let the ligh leak out, it all belongs to you. So drink it in deeply and let its light fill you up."

Why

If we all have the ability to remeber
then why is it we have the ability to forget?
But most importantly, why is it we always forget what we try hardest to remeber?

Im Free

Finding The LIGHT At The End Of The Tunel

Through all this time I was searching,
not looking for what was to be found.
When now I know what I was looking for has been with me all along.
This quest ive been on was a deciving one,
and if continued would have continued to cirlce with no end,
when really just did a round about turn,
and wound up back where I begin.