Before you read this please understand, this is not me, but sometimes these things cross my mind, and I wonder how Im not Bi-polar. I Am Happy, but right now I want to puke. I just dont care anymore:
Sometimes it just gets to be to much, walking around in a haze
praying you dont see anyone at school when you round the corner, yet desperatly reaching out to anyone who will give you the time of day.
Women are targeted 71.8% of the time by Men, Women target woman just as much as men do,
can we ever catch a break.
Im so sick of all this deep-hot-soup (bullshit).
This world is a peice of shit and everyone on earth is only making it worse.
I feel like im going to vomit.
These people.
This world.
The helplessness.
I try to look on the bright side, in other words I mean ignoring it all but you can only avoid the demon for so long, turn a blind eye until you cant blind yourself anymore.
These people this life, it could have all been different. We could be doing something,
someone could have cared more,
we could have stopped all this pai, we could have saved this world but its all to late.
Earth will soon be a tragedy, life as we know it will all be tragic.
Sometimes I think what the use of living, other times I cant get enough out of life,
Im happy im sad, I cant deal with all these emotions,
I worry I dont, I try to hard, I dont try enough.
I think about myself to much, I think about other people.
Why is there so much doubt, carelesness, betrayal.
Why cant we just be ourselves, why cant we accept each other, each person as they are?
Sometimes I wonder if we even see the world in the same way, if my eyes see what your eyes see or if the perception is so off you couldnt tell it was the same world from anothers eyes.
I hate drugs, I hate alcohol. I hate everything that made you numb to me when all you wanted to do was feel me.
I hate families and how they make you feel like shit when you know you can never let them go.
I hate false hopes, and no jugde of character,
I hate all of you who just are the way you are.
Changing, morphing, I cant even tell you apart.
Nothing is right and nothing ever will be but we can always just keep on pretending.
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'I hate everything that made you numb to me when all you wanted to do was feel me."
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