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"Why are you such an angry person my friend?
Why do you feel the need to punish yourself in such ways?
Don't you know the only thing wrong with you is yourself, you're your own worst enemy. Why do you feel the need to wallow in the past and unpleasentness,you know your better then that. You can be happy, but, why don't you ever let yourself be happy? Is that your drive? Its what drives you to achieve what you like in life? Surely theres a better way. What about love? The way you look at life, you can never love. In love there is no punishement. You do not push away from the people you love. Have you ever loved? Certainly you have not, the way you live friend.
Why are you so afraid to open up? Show the world you? Are you worried people will be frightened of you, or are you afraid of frightening yourself? Do you want to know all about yourself? About love?

Tell me this. You say you beleive you can get whatever you want...whatever you need, if you want it bad enough. If you really want love, happiness, trust, well being and all that humans live for in this life. Why do you not already have all you desire?"