With Pain And Anguish We Rise

My stomach burns, why did I eat that McFlurry,
so much for eating healthy the only things I ate today was a double cheese burger fries and that.
On the plus side I did get water.
Food is expensive too.
"Anyways ,
This is how it works. You peer inside yourself, you take the things you like and try to love the things you took. And then you take that love you made
and stick it into some. Someone else's heart pumping someone else's blood.
So lately you have felt lonely friend? Is it because he hasnt seen you today?
Or becuase you long for him so badly that you wouldnt eat if it meant looking good for him if he caught a glance of you in the hall?
I think your a little to hung up, Julia will help, she always knows what to do.
Dont get down, think of how great you are, friend, and all you have to offer. Sometimes it may seem like your not worth anything. Maybe thats why you like him, because being with him makes you want to be worth something, something for him, to be proud of, to cherrish and to grow to love the things about yourself you can't bring yourself to."

And she replied "I don't know if I have it in me, but now, I understand..."